There are so many things that I wanted to say about him. He is truly a gift from god that I will cherish every single moment of my life. I want him for good, I want him real bad. I miss him, I met him, I love him, I went home then I’ll miss him again. Stare at his eyes and fall asleep in his arms. He’ll whisper to me like he always does about what’s on his mind. I can’t describe or say how much I love him and how much he meant to me. I don’t wanna lose him, I won’t stand the distance, I’ll suffer. We were never meant to be, WE JUST HAPPENED. I wish he knew that I have tumblr so he’ll now what I wrote about him in here haha. But I’m not gonna tell, I’m gonna show it to him that all I said in here bout him was right and I really meant it. Just like how he meant when he said he loves me.
he’s a spaz and a sport shne in the rainy sun
he will laugh through it all and made the gray sky go
he can lift all the pain, dry all the tears, makes me feel alright
its alright
stepped outside to feel the warm breeze passed
i dont know how it works but boy you got flying so high
when the day starts to stand
and the wind is singing our song
i put my hand on his face
give him my trust and believes :)
Dear, there’s no losing or wining in love because its not some kind of competition. True love is a gift from God. Love is a sacrifice without asking for anything else and without any conditions. So don’t ever regret if your love was betrayed, cause our God will replace those fake moments with true love. The world is colorful because of it, makes sense to life. And remember, it only takes a minute to have a crush, an hour to like, and a day to love someone but a lifetime to forget that special person in your life.
Love comes to those who still put their hopes up even though they’ve been let down, to those who trust even if they’ve been betrayed, and to those who still loves even if they’ve been heart broken.
its been a while since i wrote on tumblr. either because i was too lazy to go downstairs to the computer or i dont have anything at all in my mind to post. guess i do now he’… or not.. this is just some random thoughts of mine.. huff god i dont know where to start..
what i know now is that im not part of springfield anymore.. the school doesnt matter, its the people.. im trying to accept the facts that i gotta move on and not depending on these people too much.. global mandiri is where i am, but i dont know yet if its where i belong.. i screwed up in springfield seriously.. i did a lot of fucked up things back then.. im sorry.. i dont know what was in this crappy brain of mine, my heart was being selfish.. I was being selfish.. damn i just dont know how to apologize when i really really meant it, i do i swear, to the people i love, to the people i hurt.. im sorry.. im not out of your lives, i dont want to because i left memories, pieces of my happiness lies in all of you, but because a jerk like me dont deserve you beautiful people, so i am slowly walking out of this circle, a step away from you only hurts more but its good to know that im learning to let go.. what you’re reading here is pure honesty, no bullshits, cross my old dirty heart and hope to die..
ps: for the people who talked about me behind my back, im sure you have your reasons for it.. but im done messing around..
wish you guys all the best :)
I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You’re takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don’t be in a rush to
Get me tonight
Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what’s on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You’ll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can’t seem to tell
If you’re fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don’t know right now but tonight we’ll reveal
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what’s on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You’ll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh i’ll be givin all my love to you
Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what’s on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You’ll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
You’ll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl
